I don't know why I cry. Maybe I've been missing her so much. I feel that something has gone from her. but now I feel it come back. and I'm promised I'll never let that 'thing' gone for the second time. Alhamdulillah:)

perspektif....... keren sih tapi gak ada inspirasi-..- 
heleeeeeep T____T

Westlife-Swear It Again

[Shane:]
I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I 
Just you and I

All:
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

[Shane:]
All over again 

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

[Mark:]
The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

[All:]
I'm never gonna say goodbye
[Mark:]
(I'm never gonna say goodbye)
[All:]
Cos I never wanna see you cry
[Mark:]
(never wanna see you cry) All:
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
[Mark:]
(swear it all over again and I)
[All:]
I'm never gonna treat you bad
[Mark:]
(never gonna treat you bad)
[All:]
Cos I never wanna see you sad
[Mark:]
(never wanna see you sad)
[All:]
I swore to share your joy and your pain
[Mark:]
(oh no, oh no)
[All:]
And I swear it all over again

[Mark:]
All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again

A Rocket To The Moon-Like We Used To

I can feel her breath
As she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart;
Fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to Purple Rain?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

Fourteen months and seven days ago
Oh, I know you know
How we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh we took it slow
And we both know
It should have been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net -]
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to Purple Rain?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, Love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, Love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, Love
(Oh darling, led her where that leaded)
It happens all the time, Love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you every day?
Will he make you make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this was right,
Don't throw this all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?

Taylor Swift-Begin Again

Took a deep breath in the mirror
He didn't like it when I wore high heels
But I do
Turn the lock and put my headphones on
He always said he didn't get this song
But I do, I do

Walked in expecting you'd be late
But you got here early and you stand and wave
I walk to you
You pull my chair out and help me in
And you don't know how nice that is
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

You said you never met one girl who
Had as many James Taylor records as you
But I do
We tell stories and you don't know why
I'm coming off a little shy
But I do

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

And we walked down the block, to my car
And I almost brought him up
But you start to talk about the movies
That your family watches every single Christmas
And I want to talk about that
And for the first time
What's past is past

And you throw your head back laughing
Like a little kid
I think it's strange that you think I'm funny cause
He never did
I've been spending the last 8 months
Thinking all love ever does
Is break and burn and end
But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

But on a Wednesday in a cafe
I watched it begin again

Ngenes

Ngenes. satu kata namun bermakna *elee-_- yah tapi apa boleh buat sih, emang aku lagi ngenes banget-_____-

gimana sih rasanya masang ekspektasi tinggi tapi hasil yang kita dapet ternyata jauuuuuuh banget bahkan dibawah 'rata-rata' harapan kita. nyesek bangetbangetbangetan apalagi ngeliat orang lain dapet hasil yang bahkan diatas kita. emang sih iri itu gak baik tapi.........gimana yah daripada boongin diri sendiri-_- hftt jadi takut buat berharap lagi:)

barusan ngeliat 'sesuatu' dan tiba-tiba ngerasa ilfeel, jijik, mau muntah, dan sejenisnya. mungkin yang diomongin gak bakal tau hahaha. but now, you're not the same for me. sorry to say but it's true;;)