new chapter of life, begins

the first quarter of 2025 will end soon, so here we go bulan ke 6 menjalani kehidupan baru bersama orang yang sama. the roller coaster is really a hard thing, tho. sejak awal kita sama sama mengedepankan ego masing-masing. harsh words has been our daily routine. the hurricane from years ago still haunted me, and makes me feel unworthy, insecure, and sceptical. it makes us so hard to adapt in this marriage, in between new habits, new routines. until at one point, we decided to reminiscing why we fall in love at the first place. we decided to "accept & let go" of the past. I decided to learn for the better. to be more patient, to understand, to be self-confident in my own skin again. to love and be loved even more. I thanked him a lot for his patience, his forgiveness, and his determination to our marriage. even when I'm not the perfect wife. how is it feel to be fought for, i wouldnt know if it isnt for him. here we are saying let's start over to each other, grow stronger everyday. blooming our very own little family <3