I am not who I am

 Dear world

My hidden world

My rendesvouz

I’ve tried so hard to show my strength, but here I am falling at my weakest

I dont want the world to see my weakest point

I dont want the world know that I have lots of regret

I dont even want to turn myself into someone I’m not

I dont want to have revenge

I dont want to be this skeptical

Now I lost trust to people

I lost interest in some fun things

I want people to feel what I feel

For me, this is more than just a phase